Hah, yes. I have days where I think about stuff like that obsessively, and it's torturous. I'm looking in people's eyes to find out if they know something about me that I don't know, did I do something or say something I don't remember doing, and they all know? I'm judging all their reactions to see if they are all keeping a secret about me. The inappropriate sexual undercurrent is familiar as well, I think it's some kind of inherent fear of embarassment... like dreams where you're pants are off in a public place... this is really wierd, I've never heard anyone else talk about this before. It's like a sudden cringing, goose-pimply moment where you're like, wait a minute, did something happen, and you sort of panic. I don't have these thoughts as often any more, but I have had them in the past. I don't have ocd, but I know where you're coming from. Wow, thanks for being so honest about this stuff. It's always cool to find out you're not the only one.