T,

Three and a half hours till I see you. My mood is cynical, grumpy, combative because I haven't eaten for 24 hours.

Sure you want to see the "real" me and not the "good" me? The real me is nasty, combative, and can be pretty ****ing prickly. And I know you dislike me being prickly. And the real me is so very cynical and believes you really don't genuinely care.