Hi, I moved into a room in a flat with other girls. Here is the thing, I don't feel like I can get close to them. I tried but even small talk didn't go far in a way... I just ask "how are you", "how was your day", and it goes nowhere. Outside it is also difficult to make any friends for some reason. I feel bored and isolated and I start to sleep only. I don't know what to do with my time, I just sleep, it does not feel like I can do anything else and I don't want to be alone.
The first year I was at university, I should have enjoyed but I slept for a whole year mainly. I stayed in my room. I am not anxious necessarily but it just doesn't feel like I can get close to people. I can't enjoy with them.
Please help, because I can't live like this any longer. What should I do? I am seeing a therapist but it costs a lot of money and doesn't even help.
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