Perna, it didn't have a disguise, no. My plan was to just not make eye contact if I saw her.
Truth is, I had no reason to think she'd be upset by my choice not to see her again. I just felt horribly awkward about it.
It is a good feeling to have clicked with a T. Now I actually have to do the work and try to get better. That part I'm anxious about.
Cyran0
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Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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