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do any of you think you're fat? unattractive? not as deserving as others? or any other thing like that? something that permeates who you are, that you wish you didn't think, sometimes think it's not true, but you can't stop believing it anyway?

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Yup. I feel I look like a mutant, like I'm deformed or something. I look at other grown ups and wonder how they did it? How did they fit in so well?

My new T said that it sounds like I'm not comfortable in my own skin. I agreed that I don't.

I know I look pretty normal, I guess. But I don't believe it. Make sense?

Cyran0