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Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind
How does this make you "pathetic"? Many people find it scary to reveal anything about their past to anyone - yet you laid yours out. Doesn't that show strength? Whether or not she sparks a romantic interest in you - the fact that you were willing to make an attempt at engaging her in a more personal level of conversation shows an independence some never develop. You have a lot going for you but I know it's hard to see at times. Just know - you are cared for. ❤
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Because I was unprofessional and desperate. Because I figured that a student tutor that also claimed to be an introvert without many friends would be into me.
I've been feeling more and more lonely as of late since I have been dealing with more life than I really want to and without my usual escapes at that so it's been difficult for me to cope.
I'm at a point where I don't even give a damn about sex. I would give anything for somebody to talk to or to be able to be given an affectionate hug by somebody that cares about me on occasion.
Unfortunately, I'm too busy and too drained to maintain friendships or relationships and even if I wasn't, I can't seem to connect with people no matter how hard I try so there's that.