I always feel bad when I write that I'm doing well here because I know so many others are suffering. I just want to tell anyone who is to hold on tight....relief will come. I started slipping badly around the end of November and just the past few weeks I've been improving. The last 5 days my depression has been gone. I can't believe it.....I never thought I'd recover after this last episode....I always think that I guess but this one felt the worst.....I knew my life was over and now it's not. It will happen for you too. I hope this lasts for me but even if it doesn't I'm just so grateful to have this time of peace and hope. (((Hugs to everyone)))