<font color="purple">Alot has been happening lately over the last couple weeks. We lost my boyfriends dog... she was 12 going on 13 and was a border terrier (something about mary dog) Buddy was my dog I claimed for nearly 4 yrs we put her down. Still miss her everytime I go over to his parents place on Sundays for supper.

I've been depressed quite abit lately, I wish that I wasn't but I think alot of people get down a bit over the holidays.

My GAD has been under control, the Effexor is doing wonders for my anxiety lately which is fantastic.

My sleep pattern is still messed up, still dealing with broken sleep but i'm getting used to it as bad as that sounds. Just so used to waking up certain times of the night because my boyfriend and cousin gets up at 5am for work. My bf snores.... etc... do I don't know when my sleeping pattern will go back to normal. Maybe in the new year I'll take a sleeping pill.... we'll see.

I'm also going to see a neurologist Jan 4th... should be interesting... </font>