Oh after, far and in between while taking Dextrostat, I was using Crystal Meth.
When my Psychiatrist retired and the policy changed on giving adults amphetamines, I was ****ed and replaced that with something, Uhm, stronger.
My use of meth became a daily ordeal.
Before I would die from using it, I had to move away para Colombia.
There's no meth here in Barranquilla.

Now being abstinent from both substances, my life undoubtedly becomes a nightmare.
I had to wait months until my health insurance activated.
I was clinically moderately depressed.
I couldn't get our of bed for days.
I lost the will of living.
Thoughts of suicide and a couple attempts.
It was a nightmare that lasted 2 years.

I then, become medicated with antidepressants. Switching one after another that eventually worked.

Finally, there was light.

With the right meds, I was able to live again.

It took 2 years for me to feel normal after my drug abuse.