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Originally Posted by ExplodingSun56
I dont think people really like me that much. Usually when I'm around people I dont talk much so I'm pretty boring to be around. I just wont have anything to say. So people probably would rather be around other people than hang out with me. I feel like people like other people more than me and that really bothers me. I feel like such a loser cause everyone else is better than me and no one wants to be around someone who feels this way about themselves. I feel like people just look down on you for feeling this way so I'm an even biggger loser for feeling this way. So pretty much I'm just a huge loser cause I'm not really all that excitng, I'm having all these problems with anxiety being one of them, I feel like I cant go on and cant do things without other people's support and help cause I dont want to be alone and just feeling like this means I'm inferior to everyone else. It just seems that people who have these problems like depression or anxiety are seen as losers and inferior people and instead of trying to help these people with their problems they just put you down. I want that way of thinking to change.
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I think I can relate to this. I've made efforts to talk to people and the conversation doesn't go far. They usually find a reason to leave me for whatever reason, I'm not sure. I went to a group called celebrate recovery to try and fix my issues. Perhaps I am depressed and they pick up on that, or past issues are causing me to view the situation wrongly? After a year of self discovery, I learned that most people's issues are about themselves and their garbage. This brings me to a certain level of peace, however, they still don't converse or message me much and it hurts. I want to be a part of peoples lives, but it's not working still. I'm lonely and I've learned to somewhat accept that this is the way it is with me. I can't seem to fix it.