Hey, roboT. It's Wednesday night. I've normally had several long sessions of thinking about you at this point in the week. You've crossed my mind occasionally, and my heart skipped a beat once when I saw your email, and again when you offered for me to email you with questions.
But I don't have the intense longing to see you. What I feel for you right now is like any other T that I've worked with in the past. You torture me at times, but I know it's for the greater good. I'm honored to share space in your life, if only for an hour a week.
Is this what it means to work through transference? Now that I've pinpointed why I love you, is that enough to make the feeling go away?
Part of me wants to discuss this with you, but the other part of me doesn't feel like it's beneficial to my progress.
We'll see how I feel on Saturday.
Daisy
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