T: UGH, I am so upset about what I was worried about happening in a few months, to find out it is happening in two weeks. I guess the decision has been made for me, which in some ways is good because I am terrible at being proactive, but in other ways...I am so sad, and scared.

BUT, I did come home and paint tonight. Though I ransacked my kitchen because I KNOW I have bourbon left, but could not find it. Hmmmm.

Lucky for me, I had a beer left. Still better than coming home and drinking at 8, instead of one drink at 10, right?

Can't wait for Monday....