Dear T,

You said you're fine with me expressing anger, so long as I am not a physical threat to you. Really, really? You feel hurt when patients shout that you don't care. But you say you can handle it and understand it. You were fine when I kicked the dustbin ages ago too. And you've been firm when I hurt myself in session.

But T, I'm still afraid. One of my fears is that I will indeed be violent towards another person, T.