I can't stand it anymore. I miss my life. I used to be happy and loved my life - good job, great husband, everything sunshine and roses - and then life crept in......cancer (me - survivor), drug addiction and alcohol (him) rehab, addiction, rehab, addiction, over and over again until...divorce...... deep depression (me)....that never ends. I cry, and cry, some more. How do I let go of all I ever wanted? I miss my life. When does the pain stop????