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If you feel anxiety, depressed and insecure as a reaction to strong and irrational beliefs and you seem to deliberately make bad situation worse, you inflict damage/pain, you guarantee your failure, until the anxiety subsides, you might have a borderline personality. The anxiety is caused by irrational beliefs of inadequacy and its consequences. Sometimes you are extremely dependent. You value independence, freedom, no expectations.
If you can't think of any reason why your mood changes, even if it were to be irrational, it's BP.
Of course you can have both.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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