Dear T,
I give up. I'm not able to deal with this stress. I can't function like normal people do. I can't crawl out of hole while it piles in around me . How am I ever going to change my life, my job? I don't have any real skills. I don't have the personality. I don't have the time or the drive.

Evey example in my life has someone else who hleped them get ahead. They had a partner. They had parents to help them. They had family. Who is goning to help me? I've used all the resouces I have to no avail.

You said I have "a lot to offer." What exactly? How? To Whom? WHAT do those words mean, exactly? How does that transate into anything actionable?

I can't be a person when I'm stressed. I can't think. I can't function. Nobody wants to be around someone like that. if I lose my job I won't even have you to talk to.

I just want someone else to Help ME. I just want someoen to RESCUE ME.