Starfishblue!

I'm so sorry. I miss my life too. Used to have a job I loved and a wonderful lover whom I'd been with for years. Then my relationship ended and I lost my job. Now my old lover's with someone new. Lost all my enthusiasm and joy. Managed to hold onto therapy and that helped. I'm slowly feeling better. I have a sense of everything being second-rate to the past, but maybe one day it will have more value. All you can do is hang on and wait for that. It will come. I keep remembering a line from some song "Everybody has to leave the darkness sometime." Have hope. (((Starfishblue)))

Sidony