everyone told me i was a genius...
i dont remember very much at all
i think i always just tried to blend in
the quiet one
only to stay out of the spotlight though...
yet everyone was attracted to me,
or so it felt like the light was always on me
always having to be someone else...
always having to be ok

i dunno how i was able to function at all
much less all that

crazy...

i wish teachers were trained in psychology to recognize things in children...
behaviors, that way if things are going on at home the teachers could help the kids... atleast contact the parents or something...