i figured out which car in the parking lot was my T's and i look for it on the road all the time. also she's told me of times shes been at the place i work and she looked for me, so i look for her there all the time too. i dream of the time i will run into her but i have a feeling if it ever happens i won't be expecting it and it will be short-lived. i think she is comfortable with doing sessions outside of the office (she has asked me to meet her at a restaurant for lunch as a session, but it was in the beginning of therapy so i wasn't comfortable with that yet) but now i think being outiside the office may be a nice change and make me feel closer, i don't know. maybe one day i'll ask her about it.