To be honest, I feel very uncertain about moving out on the other hand.
Financially I have less things to worry about at home regarding food and chores. Not that I mind doing them in general, but I'm worried about not having time for music if I go to a dorm or apartment for instance, where I may have to work a part-time job, and then consider a different place to live in.
My father rents 2 apartments his own parents used to have until they passed away, and my mother told me they are primarily kept for us when we want to move out.

I really wonder if moving out to a place of my own will make me feel better, and how much I can get along with some issues regarding home. It's hard not to feel stuck at my type of city - it's a high social-economic city, mostly silent and generally people are doing their own business there.

I want to find a place ideal for my psyche, where I can be productive financially, improve my social life and improve my musical skills. That is my wish