I'm having issues with med compliance AGAIN. I'm seriously notorious for not taking my meds when I'm stable. It's not a denial thing, either. It's mostly, "ehh, it's not going to hurt if I miss a few doses..." or "I don't feel like it" or flat out "I don't want to do it." So I guess it's a motivation thing?

I don't know what to do with myself. When I get like this, I tend to become manic or depressed pretty quickly. I know it's "not hard" to swallow a few pills, but idk... It's just hard to explain.

And no, the lack of motivation is not depression speaking. It's me thinking I can get away with not taking my meds.