I never had friends. I just always didn't feel the need to or didn't find anyone interested.

Around 3 months ago I was talking about something on a website, and a girl started talking and we became friends. she is very nice and everything, and after some time I also met another girl there, after 2 months of chatting she asked me out! (i'm only 18, she's 19!) I liked her a lot (and had a little crush on her) so I said yes (after making sure she won't be hurt if things go bad since we are in different countries) I couldn't believe anyone would even consider asking me out. So things went good, to be honest I was feeling weird about nothing changing after her asking me out (we still did everything like we used to. which made me feel weird, and it made me feel more lonely since I now kept getting reminded of her and I couldn't see her). A few days ago I interdicted them to each other! they got a long very well! I was happy.

After a few days my friend said that she is super nice and said that jokingly said she had a crush on her, I being very bad at human communication just thought it's a joke and was happy they're getting along. a day after that she mentioned that to her and left the group we were in after. I was supper worried. She said she's angry that she's alone and felt lonely and everything. I tried to make her feel better. a few hours later I re invited her and she's there again.

but I'm still worried about her, she promised she won't hurt herself or anything But I want to make sure she's ok. is there anything I can do? I never had to deal with drama before in my life. this sort of stuff is very very new to me.

I don't blame her for feeling like this.I just wish she could be happy. she's an amazing girl I know she's going to find someone. but still I feel like she's hiding her pain now despite everything.

I have to mention that she's going trough a lot at this moment. she's also transgender and has non-supportive parents.

Anyone can give me any advice on what to say or do?!