I agree with Amjay. The way you describe your varying mental and emotional states sounds very similar to the way I experience dissociation. I am diagnosed with C-PTSD and have a very informed trauma therapist.

It sounds like you just have not found the right type of therapist yet who is experienced with trauma-related dissociation. Please don't give up! There are some good ones out there. Are you stuck with the ones at the clinic? Can you look elsewhere? Do you have insurance that will pay for therapy?

As an editor, I want to point out that abstracts are not just "opinion." A good abstract will summarize the main points contained in a document. A valid scientific document will provide references to support any data and findings that are presented. These references will point the reader to the original source of that information. For example, if a particular psychological study was performed, and the results showed a particular finding, there should be a reference for that particular study (such as National Alliance of Mental Health, 2010). Then, usually near the back of the document, there will be a References section, where the reader can find additional information about the study.