I have spent years interviewing for jobs, dealing with resumes, website tweaks, portfolio management and listening and working with the all dreaded recruiters.

I could not get a job.

When I eventually landed one, it was within 2 months of my illness making it impossible to stay there.

Now I work on my craft of producing EDM music, running 2 weekly breakbeat podcasts, and mobile DJing.

It is still hard for me to find gigs because of my paranoia and fear of rejection/lack of business profitability.