I feel a little hope today. I saw my pdoc and she discontinued the Gabapentin which was nauseating me. She also increased my Rexulti from 2.0 to 3.0. She also increased my Wellbutrin from 200 to 300. I cried in her office. Again she told me to think "happy thoughts". I wanted to punch her.

It's my birthday and I've had a few friends say "Happy Birthday" both on FB and on text. That was nice. I got some cookies and cards and earrings and I hear I have a cake coming later. So that is all good.

I have some hope for the med change. All I can do is hope.