I'm in a bad space at the moment. Full of sadness. Hope it doesn't spiral into depression. This is a hard time of year for me. I usually end up IP around July.

Anxiety kicked in at 11:30 AM. Laid down and didn't get up until 3 PM, when the mowers were out. Still feel tired and sad. Will need to cook soon but I thought my husband talked about going to an Asian place for food. Don't know if that will happen. Haven't seen him all day.

Both knees hurt and it's tough moving around. Also ran out of treats to keep my blood sugar up midday.