Hello Everyone,
I'm new here. I suffer from PTSD I think the complex version. I'm signed up on here because I need support. A little about myself? Well I come from a bad background of abuse, degradation, neglect, endless molestation. That really screwed me up. I had no healthy sense of self for several years. I really don't know what a healthy relationship looks like, or feels like since all the adults I grew up with were abusive, misogynous, negligent (that includes the kids I grew up with as well).
I found a new therapist that I hope will work out. Social life is non existent, I'm basically trying to figure out what kinds of extracurricular activities to do which isn't easy because of all the ageism prevalent these days.
A whole lot of speed bumps in my life's journey that's for sure.