I have to agree that her pushing you to do something you can't afford is not a good sign for someone who is supposed to be helping you make your life less stressful. If you can't find an in-person coach within your budget, you could maybe consider an online therapy service like BetterHelp.com or 7 Cups. It may not be as good as a real life therapist but it's considerably less expensive and may be better than nothing. Just a thought. Good luck!