Hii. Sorry if I post too much :/
I think I just feel really left out. It feels hard seeing people around me form friendships, romantic relationships, bonds with their family members. I've never had any of that since I was really young. For quite a few years, I've just sat in my house all day. Drawing used to be my comfort, but I don't enjoy it anymore. Now, I kind of just sit in bed, and watch Netflix or YouTube.
I feel like I'm starting to give up on forming social relationships. and I know that's bad. I feel anxious around ppl and try to avoid confronting them out of fear of saying something stupid or weird, or them not liking me. I can't find a group that i fit in with. i'm going to college this fall and I'm definitely scared cause of these things.