Aw, just give it time. College is sure to present new opportunities and can really help you in discovering who you are and where you want to be in life. I know being in a new environment can be scary but it can also give you a fresh outlook on things and the chance to meet people similar to you. A little change may be just what you need to create that spark that inspires you to dream. Remember you are never actually alone. Ever. There are always resources you can benefit from and people who can listen to you and understand. These forums are available to you. Help is never really far away. Best wishes.