So here i go, after i got out of hospital a little over a year ago i was supposed to have help from the community mental health team but i didnt. I later received a letter saying that i must go to a drug addiction clinic. At this point i hadn't smoke any marijauna in over two months and they knew that. Now i dont know what to do, im getting worse but i cant get help, i could go private but i dont have money to do that. I need to be able to look after my mum but it's getting harder to do so as my depression is always getting worse. I honestly would just like help to deal with this but it seems that will never happen.

I dont usually post on the site but i just needed someplace to vent what i was thinking.