I was on here briefly a few months back. I got super into it, posted every day, tricked out my profile...then I vanished, a pattern which I'm sure you guys understand.

Anyway, I'm back because I liked this community a lot, and I think I'm in a place where I need to stop isolating and get more support. I had a hard couple days because I finally worked up the courage to admit to my therapist the reason for my biggest block in therapy and why I haven't allowed myself to get better. Long story. The anxiety I've had over that has been brutal.

I really need to reach out again and connect with other people. I'm lonely and not doing a good job of taking care of myself. I appreciate you all for being here. This is a very cool place.