after getting kicked out...i went to the only place that i knew someone and would take me in...unfortunatly there is alcohol and pot galore...i had never tried pot before....ive been drinking and now smoking for two days...i havent eaten in two days either so far.....for some reason pot is an appeitite suppressant to me.....i dont want to do this ......but i am so much pain from being kicked out and it seems my x and i still love each other ....and all of this is very depressing...i feel like just staying inside....to smoke and drink....in fact ...i have not even had water or anything......all its been in alcohol.....i need to stop.....i only have 9 more days before i go home...i just hope i can stop this. please keep me in your prayers.