We feel so out of body right now. We always have felt a level of dissociation...but this is crazy.

We have gotten our bipolar meds down half it's normal dosages....we feel it is doing us more harm then good...especially since that we suspect we aren't that bipolar anyways.

The anxiety has gotten unreal, our vision and senses is headache bright, the teeth clenching bites, and it makes us drink a lot without much hangover effects.
I can always here a ringing in our ears...but it seems like it cuts right through the middle of our head much louder.

It's like we do our day without any thoughts of doing it. It feels like our body is in automatic doing it's own thing like climbing stairs, talking, working driving...and we are just watching.

I'm looking forward to a clear mind and body in light if our real condition...and to go from there.