I'm not quite sure the order all this happened in but I remember walking through my college campus and feeling like everyone was looking at me and talking about me. I also remember feeling paranoid and constantly checking my rear-view mirror to see if a person or an undercover cop was following me. I also went through a phase when I would cry uncontrollably and then that lead to full blown paranoia. I remember telling my friend that my mom hired people to follow me and her reaction was "ok but who cares if people are following you?" It didn't help calm me down. I was paranoid for I believe at least 6 months before I started hearing voices and the night before I started hearing voices I stayed up all night in my room...I just couldn't sleep but that morning felt amazing. I don't know if it is a symptom but I remember looking at glow from the sun shining in the house and I couldn't help thinking about how beautiful everything looked. It looked like it was going to be a great day and since I thought I had gained superpowers I guess it kind of was for me lol.
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