Unfortunately I totally get what you are saying. I get depersonalization and it sounds like that is what you may have too. I have had up times but for the most part lately I can't pull out of this. If you ever want to pm me to talk or just to write whatever you are feeling I am sure I will most likely understand as I also have bipolar 2.
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my username is Hopes by the way if you want to pm me anytime.....................