...of tea! Strong black tea. I do not drink alcohol anymore.
It's not a good medicine for me. Anyways...poor me.
What a mess I got into. My bipolar disposition is greatly responsible for getting me into this predicament...that and my PTSD.

But mostly it is my HUMAN (head up my *** naughtiness) that gets me into trouble. That being said, I will not blame anybody else, but God. Yes it"s always God's fault I get into conundrums, perplexities, dilemmas, complications, cans of worms, hot water and eft up situations.

God is responsible for getting me into this mess, but I am responsible for getting out of it. What a crazy Universe