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Old Jun 17, 2017, 02:16 PM
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I've withdrawn. If I'm not sleeping, I'm eating and if I'm not eating, I'm cooking. In the unlikely event that I'm not doing those things I'm absorbed into the computer headphones and all. T says I'm depressed fine, I'm depressed. However my husband is depressed too. He refuses to take him meds but that's neither here nor there and contently telling me he misses me. I want to yell "I'm right here" but I know that's not what he means. He wants me in his arms cuddling but the thought of that makes me want to pull away more. I'm in a"No, I don't want a hug" mood but I know he needs one, he's lonely. My t's advice was power through "nap time" but then I'm just withdrawn on the computer and making elaborate dinners. How do I properly deal with his loneliness when all I want to do is withdraw?
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