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Jun 17, 2017, 02:21 PM
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Member Since: Feb 2016
Location: A version of earth
Posts: 2,626
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Lamotrigine had the biggest impact. Couldn't remember stable anymore before that time.
Quetiapine just made me realise the impact of "strange/threatening ideas" I had at least since I was 12 on my functioning, to varying degrees. It was very liberating.
Are you afraid of the long-term effects of antipsychotics?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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