I'm sorry. That last post was ugly & the situation fills me with anger.
I'd just like more from him but in reality he's created his own safe world with his use. And that will ultimately come first.
Yes I can walk away. No problem. I'm just not very strong to do it. And he'd let me walk. No harm, no foul.
And I'm no innocent bystander either. I have my own issues I avoid in my own MH area. And I use modafinil to stay on course. But I know I could let go of it if I had to or couldn't afford it anymore.
It's just hard to watch. I enjoy his company when I turn a blind but it's getting harder to do that.

Maybe my next question is how do some people do that. Live with someone who has an addiction issue & stay. How exactly does that work? I know people do it, but isn't it always lopsided? Isn't one person always the taker & the other the receiver?
Idk. Sorry. Frustrated to understand better