I just want there to be one day where I don't feel like literally everyone else is better than me. It always seems that way for one reason or another. The level of stupidity I'm on is disgraceful. I will never measure up to what I should be. I was never fast enough, strong enough, smart enough, or good enough. I struggle to express myself smoothly in conversations because of my stupid brain not coming up with the words I want fast enough. I'm stupid as hell for real. I will never be enough.