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Jun 17, 2017, 08:58 PM
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(((SapphireRed)))
Try not to be so hard on yourself. Maybe a trained monkey could do your job, but if that were the case, they would go and get trained monkeys to do it, not you. So I doubt that a monkey is more valuable an employee than you are.
We all go through difficult times at work, you are not alone. We know how you feel!
You are very strong to keep going back and sticking at it so that you can pay your bills and maintain your lifestyle. Many people would give up and just quit, but some of us have to stay even in a bad situation because we have to support ourselves and/or others.
You were not arrogant thinking you could return to work while going through withdrawal, just maybe expected too much, but it's okay to dream big.
You will make it through this. Maybe it's time to start looking for a new job so you can leave this one.
You are going through a tough time. That's an understatement. You are struggling to keep a roof over your head and stay alive. Allow yourself to understand the depth of the situation and don't be so hard on yourself for it. You will make it through to the other side.
(((Hugs)))
Seesaw
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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