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She's not good at communicating with you and I don't recall you mentioning her ever apologizing.

That's how I felt, I hurt so much I went numb. It's going to take you some time to process this and slowly acknowledge your different feelings and then slowly come to a point where you start stepping forward. I have a farm and a lot of lawn probably 4 acres of lawn and I only had a push mower and I walked and walked and walked behind that mower and it helped me burn off a lot of anger and stress. Did not have cell phones then, so no texting either and I honestly did not want to see him or hear from him.

It's much too soon to think about not having any more relationships. There "are" nice women out there that don't cheat. Right now you have to take care of you and allow yourself time to sit with the emotions and grieve. Your only human and it's normal to feel disappointed, sad, angry etc.

But, as you grieve tell yourself, "you are going to be ok, you are going to pick yourself up and carry on".