me too... but i've never actually been able to get my rx because my insurance wont cover it...

i am diagnosed with adhd though so im supposed to take them though

my ex-therapist said a few times that she didnt think i was adhd though but she never told me what she meant by it, i hate it when they do that...

i just like drugs in general though... just no hallucinogens, i have enough problems... cocaine and weed is a favorite.. opiates are good but they make you sick in the long run so i try not to use any opiate based drug too often...

i really love drugs .... i have mixed feelings about my adoration towards drugs though

i try not to think about it too much because it makes my head get messed up

its the part that they really help me a lot, with all of my symptoms...
they make me feel good
they make me happy
i dont have negative effects from it, to myself or with family or other things
ive never been in trouble, jail, or whatever
i dont steal or whatever

so its like... the only bad things i see about it are the other people around me
i hate to be controlled, for anyone to tell me what to do, for someone to impose their beliefs on me just because they think using a specific chemical is wrong, that i shouldnt do it, i think they should go **** themselves and leave me alone

im still in ****itall mode
now i wanna get high
but i wanna get high all the time anyway so its all good lol

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