I understand. This is my third time being off work due to mental illness, and each time has been more difficult. It was hard to accept that I might not be able to return to work this time around.

Right now, I am working on building my self-esteem and confidence through other interests and hobbies, like my craft projects, my gardening, and other things I find fascinating. It's only been 3 months since my last day on the job. Building a new schedule in my life will take plenty more time.

Overall, I feel happier not working and immense relief.