Hi Searcher,

I would guess that the majority of us here have been in love with our T's at one point or another and many of us are madly in love with them now

Why do you want to let go? I do believe this love is real. It will never be consummated in the way of physical love making but it is real love and the relationship is a real relationship.

I think it's beautiful that you can express these feelings. Maybe you can discuss this with T? You two can explore why you have the urge to let it go and what these feelings may mean.

Welcome