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Old Jun 18, 2017, 10:41 AM
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Location: Canton
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I do not like any specific time of the year. I really like early mornings around 6:30 when the sun hasn't been up long but the birds are out and my dogs and pb pigs need feeding. Sometimes we get visits from the horses. Those things make me happy. People do not. I hate the way I am. I love my husband with all my heart - but I would rather be in bed. I didn't even get out of bed this mornings but to come to the big screen tv/computer.

I enjoy scripture writing. I've written out almost the whole book of John. I do not know why this is soothing because I do not usually intake anything I write - but it helps. I enjoy sewing but usually won't stay on task. I enjoy listening to books - but usually fall asleep doing that. I have my blogs and such but doesn't keep my attention.

I think all year is too hard on me. The expectations of keeping up with family - Ugh. Now my kids are grown and they want to come visit - I just stay in bed and then next day feel guilty - like today.

Schizo-effective/Bipolar II, Major Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, and Others
Too many meds to list. I take some in morning when I wake up and others at 3:30 because it takes till about 5pm to make my mind shut up so I can sleep.
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