Hi all!!

So, unfortunately I have a lot of bad dreams mainly because of my anxiety etc but this was the first time my bad dreams brought my kids into this.

I have two very young children, 1.5 and 6 months.

So my dream starts out completely normal, my dad and I go and look at a house. I've got my 6 month old with me. When looking at the bathrooms I noticed there were no toilets. When we get to the last bathroom, there's an extra door so I think there must be a toilet there. I open it, and suddenly the house turns into like a boat, there's the ocean out that door, and the house starts sinking.
Waves are crazy, im trying to push my daughter up to a flat spot in the floor so I can get up too, and I'm not tall enough. I start crying and ask my dad to help. He tries, but before I know if he got her up safely, I hear a scream - my son was with us and I didn't even know and he just got washed away with a huge wave.
In a split second I don't know what to do, keep my daughter safe or save my son.

I woke up shaking. I don't know the decision I made, maybe I woke up so I didn't have to make the choice. But I'm laying here, almost 2 hours later and I can't get back to sleep,.

Please help if you know what this might mean!!