Would you be able to forgive your t or trust them enough if you knew they didnt have your best interest at heart.
I am thinking of a few times ex t completely invalidated my feelings about something, by saying well its how you chose to react to it. She also would shake her head and say "is that enough about that now?" I always felt like I couldnt bring certain things to her.
I remember talking to her about something that was happening in my t training that was very upsetting for me, my t knows another girl I trained with and said "oh poor her, its very upsetting for her." At the time, I remember being so furious but not saying anything. There were many examples that she treated other students I know better than me and helped them with placements etc... but me, well she gave me nothing and treated me appallingly. I text her afterwards to say how angry I was and nothing. It was very upsetting for me, she accused me of being jealous and of course I was because they were being treated differently. I can see now how I let her away with her behaviour rather than confronting her and leaving her. I am just thinking about it all again and thinking about how I would never say anything like that to my clients.