No, in fact knowing that she has my best interest at heart is about the only thing I do completely trust. I don't always believe that what she thinks is my best interest is the same thing that I think is my best interest and that is a worry for me. I could not trust someone that I did not think was working towards what she thought was my best interest.

I think it is fair for you to look at how your exT treated you in terms of would you do that to a client. I have not kept it a secret that I was not impressed with your exT. As much as you seem to be struggling with your new T, I think she'll be more helpful for you in the long run.

Loves and hugs to you Mona.

-E